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I’m so excited. [REDACTED]’s boss bought
me a ticket to come out + see
her - it has been almost a year - scary.
He is very wealthy + might help
get me into or pay for college.
I don’t want to get my hopes
up because I hate disappointment
but it would be really cool if
it happened + even if it doesn’t
it is so great I get to go see
her.

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January 7, 1996
I got back from my trip to NY today. I had
such a great time it is really depressing to be
back home. I feel like it was a trip that
changed my whole outlook on life! I guess I
always feel that way a little bit when I get
back from trips - but it is overwhelming this
time. I am so ready to be out of high school and
in college. Everything seems so silly - going
out, etc. - it did a little before anyway - I even
feel a little isolated from my friends. Before I
left I was on a high of how great my
friends were. I still realize how wonderful
they are but I feel more independent,
like they aren’t necessary. I felt like this when
I got back from Mexico and it faded
quickly but I have a feeling it is
different this time. New York is such an
amazing city. I felt really comfortable
there - like I know that I belonged
there + would live there at some point
(hopefully soon). I miss [REDACTED] so much already
it seems unfair that I can’t see her
more often. I feel like I’m missing so much.
There is so much to tell about the
trip I don’t know where to begin.
The best night was when [REDACTED] + I saw
Phantom of the Opera. We went to Jeff Epstein’s
house + had champagne w/ him. I found him
down to earth + easy to talk to. I thanked him
so much for the trip, etc. we then took

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his car - his driver actually took us to
Phantom. I didn’t know any play could
be so moving. I had seen it before but still
couldn’t believe it. I balled [sic]. It was fantastic.
After the play we walked around the
plaza and went home. It was so much fun.
I met [REDACTED] boyfriend Jeffrey Mendelson.
He was different than I expected - pretty
cute, nice, but they didn’t get along
very well at the beg. which made
me annoyed w/ him. He turned out
to be pretty cool once he chilled out.
His brother Eric is 25 and we
hung out w/ him a lot. [REDACTED]
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[REDACTED] the 4 of us went to their cabin.
We had a lot of fun - x-country skied, watched
Sleuth (**** movie) + hung out [REDACTED]
[REDACTED]
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[REDACTED] I didn’t
see him again until Friday we went
to a club to watch some bands, to a bar
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Jan. 25, 1996
It has been a couple of weeks since I got
back + I have gotten back into the swing of
things. A couple of quick details about NY
I didn’t mention earlier - went to see the Duchess -
a decent play, + Blue Man Group [Tubes?] off Broadway.
Really cool production, went to the flea market
where I got some cool stuff, went to Jeffrey
Epstein’s mansion, went to the Met, a
pretty fun New Year’s Eve party, went to thrift
stores where I got an amazing dress for
prom, it’s from the fifties, lace with pink flowers
w/ rhinestones in the middle all over it, it is
my dream dress. One night we went to
the movies w/ Jeffrey Epstein. It was a little
weird one of those things that is hard
to explain. We were sitting next to each other
+ he put out his hand for me to hold + we
were holding hands (not weird, normal + fine)
then he kind of caresses/rubbed my arm +
shoe/foot - it was one of those things that
just gave me a weird feeling but wasn’t
that weird + probably normal. The one thing
that kind of weirded me out about it was he
let go of my hand when he was talking to
[REDACTED] - oh well I decided it was no big
deal, it just made me mad because he
is being so amazing - paying for a summer
program for me + helping me w/ college -
he is so nice + generous w/ everyone +
I just didn’t want to have any weird feelings
about it - I didn’t/couldn’t say anything

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to [REDACTED] about it because she worships him
+ it would just create problems. I couldn’t
tell anyone else because it is not a
big deal + I didn’t want to portray him
in a bad light. I really don’t think it is
a big deal. I think he is just a relaxed guy
+ likes to flirt, or was being fatherly or something.
I know this sounds like me trying to justify
him doing something weird, but it isn’t.
Right now my big concern is what I am
going to do this summer. There are so
many cool things to do + amazing places
to go. Right now I am really thinking about
doing something in Africa. It would be incredible.
So different, so beautiful, all the different
people. I would love it. I think I will really
be happy doing almost anything.
I am entering actually am in a pretty
good period - this could be all over by
tomorrow but I feel pretty happy right
now + excited for the future (not
immediate - track + school), this summer, senior
year, + college. [REDACTED]
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