Transcription of Handwriting in EFTA02731341-EFTA02731360

[3dithKohn]

Note: This is a transcription only of the coded text, besides two poems by Sylvia Plath. The rest of the pages include newspaper clippings of various words and sentences.

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The Jailer
My night sweats grease his breakfast plate.
The same placard of blue fog is wheeled into position
With the same trees and headstones.
Is that all he can come up with,
The rattler of keys?

I have been drugged and raped.
Seven hours knocked out of my right mind
Into a black sack
Where I relax, foetus or cat,
Lever of his wet dreams.

Something is gone.
My sleeping capsule, my red and blue zeppelin
Drops me from a terrible altitude.
Carapace smashed,
I spread to the beaks of birds.

O little gimlets—
What holes this papery day is already full of!
He has been burning me with cigarettes,
Pretending I am a negress with pink paws.
I am myself. That is not enough.

The fever trickles and stiffens in my hair.
My ribs show. What have I eaten?
Lies and smiles.
Surely the sky is not that color,
Surely the grass should be rippling.

All day, gluing my church of burnt matchsticks,
I dream of someone else entirely.
And he, for this subversion,
Hurts me, he
With his armor of fakery,

His high cold masks of amnesia.
How did I get here?
Indeterminate criminal,
I die with variety—
Hung, starved, burned, hooked.

I imagine him
Impotent as distant thunder,
In whose shadow I have eaten my ghost ration.
I wish him dead or away.
That, it seems, is the impossibility.

That being free. What would the dark
Do without fevers to eat?
What would the light
Do without eyes to knife, what would he
Do, do, do without me?


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We, your blood family, will do all we can…

TSNYUWYNTKAAYUIFTCIGIEIHHREE
OEDOAAAAAEWYORIE. IKNTMWTSOTND

SHDISNWIIGLMASNDYTFTHSHDINOVIMN!
CEVEADDVNALYBETASOITECPUIGRIEE

{Decoded: To send you away and take away your life. Ticking time with shortened
schedules and waiving all my absent days to fit the scheduling of vile men!}

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TSNYUWYNTKAAYUIFTCIGIEIHHREE
OEDOAAAAAEWYORIE. IKNTMWTSOTND

SHDISNWIIGLMASNDYTFTHSHDINOVIMN!
CEVEADDVNALYBETASOITECPUIGRIEE

WSWRNT?OOTNWRHT.KOLEEHVBE
ALOTINDNASETALNWNVRAEEN.

{Decoded: To send you away and take away your life. Ticking time with shortened
schedules and waiving all my absent days to fit the scheduling of vile men! Was I worth it? No don’t answer that. I known I never have been.}

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[REDACTED]
To [REDACTED] July 20,200[?]
Hope you like your banner!
I worked super hard on it just
for you! I’m so happy that
we’re so close now and don’t
worry, I won’t forget about you
while I’m in California and
Florida. I mean, who could forget
you! *lol* N-E-Way, it’s been
great! ttyl!
[REDACTED]

BIGBEOELOWAMVCIOSN
ENALTTIYUHTS.IKDEAD

WARALHPESNLNCLOEO
HTELYAPNIFADA.HPYU

DNEEMEFTIWISENRH
OTVRETAPGENTIOTE
rest.

{Decoded: Being able to tell you what Ms. Vicki does and what really happens in FL and CA. I hope you don’t ever meet a fat pig weinstein or the rest.}

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IDENMTEHWAAAYURNMTEHW
TORTOTROFRWYOAE.OATRO

GOYUHNTEAE.VNHODRSDNTEWLGT
ODOTIKHYREETELPEIET!HYILE

YU.EHUDAEENHNIGTHLEGOS!NPGE.N
OHSOLHVBETIKNOCESA!RSIAINO

AAHINIDATEIEAD.NHILNIPLPAH
TOSTATR.IGSIGISIEIEDUCEIZN

MCRTESNEEM!IMILVTOEPCALVTHSANIBSONT
R.AUGRADVHRSAWIHRYVSEILLIGILIESVYRO
WTYU!
IHO

{Decoded: It doesn’t matter how far away you are. No matter how good you think they are. Even the old president! They will get you. He should have been thinking of Chelsea! Gross! In a plane. On a yacht, in NY, in DC, at the vineyard. On the island. In Palm Beach. It doesn’t matter. disgusting pigs like allen Douschewitz and Mr. Caruthers and even Mr. Islam will hurt you especially if Ghislaine is busy or not with you!}

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IELRKNNEHYTD.ASFCIG
FEBOEADXASEIMOUKN

TRDFHSIKNTITDAE”HTS
IEOTISCADWSE”G”MTAI

CUIGUHHSCLNEOINLAN!
ASNGCPYIAADMTOAPT

{Decoded: I feel broken and exhausted. I am so fucking tired of this sick and twisted “game” that is causing such physical and emotional pain!}

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[REDACTED]
Only once is it possible for someone to find
a woman with such unsurpassed beauty.
Every moment in your presence is like experiencing
heaven on Earth.
The sound of your voice tickling my ears
is like the sound of angels singing!
But when we are apart Oh! The agony! I
long just to have you in my gaze.
I sit about, longing to be near you, longing
for your sweet soprano to fill the air.
But I rest with the knowledge that I will
see you again soon, another day, another dream…
- anonymous
(for now)

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The Fearful
This man makes a pseudonym
And crawls behind it like a worm.

This woman on the telephone
Says she is a man, not a woman.

The mask increases, eats the worm,
Stripes for mouth and eyes and nose,

The voice of the woman hollows—-
More and more like a dead one,

Worms in the glottal stops.
She hates

The thought of a baby—-
Stealer of cells, stealer of beauty—-

She would rather be dead than fat,
Dead and perfect, like Nefertit,

Hearing the fierce mask magnify
The silver limbo of each eye

Where the child can never swim,
Where there is only him and him.

16 November 1962

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TEEISHCLTESLESATNTIAOT
HSPGWOALHMEVSMRADAKBU

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MRINISYRGOSYLETOFFORFRR
ATAMNKAERSBTFISROSRYON

NWC.HWSSNOFRALAM!YEUESHOLD
OAKEDAYCMOTBESE.VIAGSCOOSO

NTGASATROD.TEMMRIKTAH!
OEUIMROGOISESOEIERS

YCYUTEENDHV
UKBTHYATEAE!

TEIGSIGRTIYFNOEVRALMTNEBIAANWIISMMR
HDSUTNMSAEIAYNECIISEIKREIGILILOEYID

HIFBODMRSNAMFOHSETNTOAT
EEFIOYAKOYRSRMIBIADHUH

HHDHRGTOALELITHNEAERAHGS
EATEINTCIMTOWENNSASSIA

DMOSOLHVCLENMNTNEUN!
UBIHUDAEALDITAIRTR

“YUEENVRVR
OVBEAEY.EY
NAUGHTY GIRL

{Decoded: These pigs who call themselves smart and talk about harvard act worse than animals! They make a bad name for animals! Just fucking sick! Mr. Sauekraut Krauss and the Martian Minsky are gross but I felt sort of sorry for Mr. Nowack. He was as uncomfortable as me. Ivy League schools does not equal smart or good. It seems more like trash! yucky but they cant behave! The disgusting Mr. Staley, if anyone ever calls me tinkerbell again I will lose my mind! He left bloody marks on my arms from his belt and thought he had the right to call me that when he has ears as big as dumbo. I should have called him that in return! You’ve been a very very naughty girl}

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IHNIMOTBEK!HWUDHY
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HSETIATIYHSAE”NMRI

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AETTPTOLBHRSEASSAE

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EASIOSSCADABRIGPIHEE

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MRISNMEN
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USDESFRYN

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ALTHMHDNCR
LOTEWOOTAE
ITIHPES!
ENSAPN

{Decoded: I think I am going to break! Why would they allow Mr. Leonsis wait this long? Why would he bring a friend and make a video? I am so broken and the procedure was so painful and blood all over the sheets. I can’t play this “game” anymore. I have to ask Ghislaine for help. If anyone can make it stop it would be her. She was so scared because I got so sick and was burning up with fever she put me in freezing cold shower! I can’t do this! Mr. Rails and Mr. Ein but so does Jeffrey and Mr. Jacobs on Mr. Conway. Mr. Vradenberg and Bills. All of them who don’t care if this happens!}

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VRSEE!CNOECD

{Decoded: The game stopped but not in a way i thought. I did not have to go with anyone except Jeffrey and now he and Ghislaine are fighting because I am over 20 weeks with a baby we are certain is his and I had to go to the Bahamas like this! and for some reason no plan has been made because he doesn’t want a procedure and she does and i am certain this is time critical but they won’t stop fighting! I don't want to be tied to Jeffrey for the rest of my life! Playing the piano well is not a good reason to think someone has good genes or should have a baby! What about Ghislaine? I am too young and he is too old! Why is no one doing anything? I don't understand! I don't want this! I don't want another painful procedure but I don't want this! That company doesn’t protect kids! They use it to find us and they are everywhere! I cannot escape!}

https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/D ... 731341.pdf